Woots, which means that there will be school, and fyp tmr
I realized how time flies this semester. especially when its WEEK 9. so which means its just another 6 weeks to go before we get to week 15.
yes! i forgot to mention in my previous post that mer came down to RP on tue, jus to look for me(i will pretend to forget your other intention of coming down to woodlands) XD. lurv ya lotts gal. do the right thing okays? JIN! SEE THAT. DO IT TOO. LOLS!
Yesterday had a long day teaching for 5.5hrs. well its money we are talking about here, so i guess i will just endure. and i went down to see ken, and two of his friends are super funny XD.. and i finally collected my psp. woots~ now i cn play my games in peace without it hanging every few moments..
after which i went for a pedicure myself! saw the shop and i was so tempted. hahahs. omgs. and i got my ugly toe fixed now its all pretty and its no longer 10 toes 9 nails. XD im happys~
somehow i found out that there are many things in life that i do not care about, or to put it crudely, i simply do not give a damn about. perhaps its after such a long time of trying to care or pretending to care, i ended up having no feelings for all these things.
i tried very hard to believe all those things that i stop believing in. all it seems to turn out is.. blank. i found out more about myself and how well i can survive without these frills in life, except for those that i would give up a world for..
Dreamt at 10:22 AM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
After a long and tiring week, i finally get the chance to blog XD.
So i had lost my wallet last week and ken actually accompany me to remake all the important documents such as IC, ez-link and also student card, on monday. not to mention that he also accompany me to the police station even when hes not very free.. MUACKZ! hahahas.. Thanks for being there for me =)
To update those readers who is not in RP, there are like countless case of H1N1 confirm cases in RP, still i am awaiting for the news for yr 3 DIEM-ers quarantine. in my personal point of view, i guess it is really irresponsible of RP to allow students to go to school after so many confirm cases.
WELL, DO UNDERSTAND THAT HUMANS WALK AROUND.
today's tuition is canceled, so ken and i went to JP for a shopping round. and i ended up buying a black dress. T.T i should really say no to drugs now.. well, due to the time constrain my lack of sleeping time, i am gg to cut everything short here.
and on a lighter note, FYP is coming to an end soon! as in the report is 80 - 90% done up. Well done team!~
This is dedicated to the team, as a memento of our FYP meets - and you know wad i mean guys =)
Food for thoughts: masquerade, paper faces on parade. due to the complexity in the human mind, we are always wondering and challenging ourselves, who are these people all around us. and somehow, we can never understand them or some people would have lived their entire life not knowing who themselves are. so what are your purpose in life?
我只想轻轻的跟着你,不放开你温暖的手。。望着你,把时间停留。
Dreamt at 11:40 PM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
i missed my mac and all the great functions that it has.. GAWD.
but i guess will have to live with this right now.. =s
Last night was suppose to be the "Blasting JPS gathering" according to the facebook event. the organizers did not turn up, the organizers actually pushed the organizing role to me.. and well.. when those people who was really hyped at first went for their own activities, i guess i had already seen enough of what these people really are.
it was not too bad. since weixiong and i had already expected that it may be jus me and him having our bff talks.. and yet yingfang, a gal which i never had any impression, turn up. she is really friendly and fun! and next, it was Chiyang. the person that cnt stop drinking.. hahhaas. and roger did turn up after his dinner. and i think the only person that did not change after so many years is still roger.
we had a great time in coffee club after roger came, before that there was this odd silence hanging in the air. so he kindof spiced things up. XD
all of us agreed to meet up soon, maybe during yingfans's brithday or chiyang's XD. k box trip maybe?
Mean while there will be some mini fyp meeting tonight at suntec. gawd.. i hope that we will be able to finish all our parts so that we do not need to meet up again outside. =/ and before that thers this extended family dinner at 6. so i will have to rush out of the dinner to meet the ppl.. hahhas! hope that i get to eat sumting nice before i go XD
Dreamt at 11:23 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
After failing so many times trying to blog, this time i must succeed! XD
This picture was taken in top1! and we had a great time there. sadly, MINAH and STACE deleted their photo! T.T
go again ppl XD
<3>
well. i lost my wallet. and this means that i will have to remake alot of things inside =( well, its all due to my own carelessness. and i jus went to make a police report today. Tried to geng, but i guess i am not really good at it. lols.
and had a good sleep jus now! aww.. that felt shiok, i felt so deprived of sleep all this while.. this week had been hectic, and i guess im still trying to balance work, with sch and also all the new and upcoming things.
Well, i will update again! soon i guess. XD
Dreamt at 12:48 AM
Monday, June 8, 2009
Boys Before Flowers, the Korean Version of F4. Omgg! Yes, i am currently watching this drama series. Before these i had been watching the "Forensic Heroes 2" which is damn good, but sad to say, all good things must come to an end. so im starting with this series. =)
Well needless to say, we all know most of the meteor graden's plot. The plot that they have here is similar, jus that theres hotter guys here. woo lala~
I wan to K, like right now! >.< but still need to wait through the long nite and till tmr morning when i would be able to do it. T.T but well im sure everything is worth the wait. hehe.
------------------------------------------------------------------------- I realized that there are times when we all start streotyping and resign to fate and try our very best to make the world fit us in our own way. To find solitude? To find peace? Or simply to push away all responsibilities?
It may be convenient, YET it is naive and a childish thing to do.
When u tell yourself some things ARE that way, some things HAPPENS that way due to some society problems, some other people's fault, they are better, they are stronger, its fate, we have generation gap and a whole lot of lame things.
You will never understand the world. cuz what u cannot even understand whose responsibility it is to begin with. Some people fail to comprehend other people's actions, while what that makes me feel more for the poor soul is that they cnt even see their own reflecions in the mirror.
Dreamt at 11:27 PM
Sunday, June 7, 2009
And the first week of holidays are officially over, there goes, we can all start mourning and drown ourselves in self pity since school is going to start the very next week.
I find myself siting at a corner of the new Sembawang Shopping centre. =)) and i am going to promote the starbucks here to be my next favorite hangout place next to ECP.
there is this cosy ambient which promotes studying and conclusive FYP-ing and thinking. not to mention that theres a superb customer service provided. YES! the best part of everything is there is an ample amount of powerpoints. say 8? omg! it is the ultimate place to be for people like me! - those that cannot study or do work at home.
The outing with the jive ppl are reali good =) its extreme in a way. of stress building or releasing. hahas, i tink i got really uncomfortable when gary and timo are getting "into" the FYP topic. yet! dinner at miss clarity is still as good as ever! Value for money and yet with the perfect ambient.
After which we went to Ritz for their apple strudel. and i finally got to taste my strawberry strudel. ohh, how i love strawberries. =)
Every single cell of my is looking forward to next week where there are loads of exciting plans made, and things to be fulfilled.
Mon: FYP Tue: KBox trip Wed: FYP Thur: ECP & Movies XD Fri: Marina Barrage, kite flying and picnic wif my kid
Yes... i am excited! and i can hardly breathe at these exciting thoughts. will update soon =)
Dreamt at 8:36 PM
Thursday, June 4, 2009
It had been two tiring days.. FYP on tue, and training & FYP on tdy.
-Start of Rant-
I just feel its the kind of sense of helplessness that is washing over me. And it eats into me slowly.
The feeling when nothing else matters since there are too many parallel lines in the world, and sadly, parallel lines never meets.. I stop trying to understand why and how, because somethings just lose their objectives after sometime.
When in the past people would try to reason, understand how does the world work, but after reasoning for so long, you will start to realize that you cannot change some facts in life, and you can only accept them.
These reminds me of a verse in Sound of Silence.
People speaking without speaking.. People hearing without listening.. People writing songs that voice never shared No one dared Disturb the sound of silence
end of rant.
Dreamt at 1:38 PM
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
XD i had so much fun the last 2 days =)
Monday: East Coast Park Trip + Movies + Dinner =)) Yesh! I after so many weeks of planning, finally! Got to east coast park! Muahahhahas.
I cannot say that i had mastered roller blade-ing, but still, i think that its not as difficult as what i had previously thought! Okay, at least i can move around at quite a distance without dying or losing any body parts. =)
As compared to the previous time of my ice skating, which i came home with 2 super big bruises on my knee cap and a missing nail, a bruise on the knee cap and a HUGE blister seems so much better!
SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BELOVED TEACHER. LOL.
I guess its pretty boring eh.. Traveling with me at such a low speed, and the only music is my constant screaming. not to mentioned the only excitement is watching me fall. XD I know u read my blog, so wad do u tink teacher? hahahs.
After which we went for a movie ENGWAH, SUNTEC
OMG. i would not want to give any rating for this show since i feel that there is no way i can compare this with other better movies. =.="
yet, overall, i feel that this movie is very funny, and kind of sad at first. still, its lame. FUNNY AND LAME. try explaining that to anyone.
Dinner was at Astons Specialties. =x I forgot to take photos of my food this time! But we had Lemon Lime Chicken and Teriyaki Chicken. Which was pretty amazing! compared to the previous time when the beef felt like rubber and the chicken tasted weird, i find the food at the suntec outlet extremely satisfying, the chicken are all grilled to perfection.
MUST TRY! well, if u do not mind the service that is provided by the staff there. Click here for their website.
The server that served us the water literally slam the water on the table and when we said thankyou, she did not look at us in the eye nor smile back. The guy that took our orders was look at the order sheet, staring at it for a good 3 min, mumbling to himself. poor ting, he must be mad. After which, we tried to change the table since the table that we had was rocky. and guess wad? we had to carry our drinks there ourselves. =.= In overall! It was a fun and exciting day, that i had enjoyed to the max!
Tue: Nail Extension + Shopping + Dinner + Slacking
4 shocks. - her place - her face - her skills - her hands
T.T
OMG. Overall i do not like the experience, the skills and length of the extended nails. OKAY. I DO NOT LIKE MY NAILS. cuz i tot that it could be better, alot better. but still i feel that i will extend my nails in the future. BUT AT OTHER PLACES. lols. cuz wad she does, i can do it too. WELL, BETTER.
i have this terrible urge to remove it right now, using my own skills. lols.
The finish products of my nails.
RBF, am i very fickled minded? or do i have the right to feel so? lols. i am so gg to other places to do it in the future, perhaps the shop that i always go. hahahs. =S
I finally, get to shop at my Max & More. and i got 2 dresses XD which makes me uber happy. ZAWI~ thanks for helping me to choose the dress =) hahhas. and dear siti zawiyah, keep calling me by by chinese name. hahhaas. and she have to remind me of how weeleong called me by my chinese name with so much feeling and it really brough goosebumps to my skin. gosh.
and we had thai express for dinner. And after which we went to the roof, laid on the pricky grass patch and started chatting =)
Its another wonderful and exciting day with loads of fun =)
XD im so lazy to post the pics here, jus check my facebook! hahaas.
Dreamt at 9:10 AM
sempiternal
Welcome to Amber's little cove!
her
She is dancing within the shades of mirage. Experiencing the tranquil twinkling over the distant sky.