and yes, i am too lazy to update. but previously i did change the playlist for my blog.
FYP is finally over! i mean the report. but now the greater question and worry would be assessment.. i wonder how would everything turn out to be? well, but i guess as long as we prepare ourselves with the adequete information, everything will jus turn out to be OK.
art lessons are getting better and better.. even when it could be tiring and hectic, but im so enjoying every moment. =)
im going to have a hair cut! XDs. and i was considering what are the choices that i have. and i somehow still feel that i should stick to the conservative hairstyle that i always have. not the wild types. lol
i am looking for something like this, just a little longer maybe =)
or this! which seems to be the perfect length for me. lols.
a piece of good news to be shared! im going to japan! during the September holidays.. OMGS, even when i had been to japan before, i still can feel the excitement tingling under my skin at the very thoughts of traveling and leaving this horrible hectic place.
food for tots..
how would it feel to be when u realized that all that you thought that you ever knew become lies? when the world gets too complicated for all of us? what if everyone around you are telling lies and wearing mask?
maybe it would take a lifetime for some people to understand and realized the importance of something or someone, and only to realized that its all too late. but im glad that i have a lifetime ahead of me to cherish you.. =) 若生命中少了你的存在,世界将变得黑暗。。 若没了你的笑声,颜色将变得暗淡。。 爱你就如呼吸, 就像喝水。。 简单却又是不能缺少的美丽。。
Dreamt at 1:58 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
i got sick.. T.T and currently i am having my 2nd puberty via the development of a sexy voice.
that is the consequences of eating too much snacks while teaching. and now that i got runny nose along with that nasty cough, muscle aches from time to time, i guess im down with a flu. H1N1 0.o LOL
TGIF.
that is a video my team came up with today.. funny, and lame at the same time..
yet there are so many things to be done on hand.. and my life starts to form a routine of teaching, schooling, extra lessons, random sleeping time and of course, my dear..
photo taken on the way back frm nafa =) taken on the way to nafa =)
i wonder when will i be able to take time away from all the things in life, just to get out and away.. away from the city.. away from the noise and heat. while i paint my days away, being together with you, imagine that we are the only people alive.. simply enjoying every single moment spent while forgetting all responsibilities.. some snow would be nice.. being color blind would be nice..
Dreamt at 11:13 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
updates!
tue-had a good rest after school, and ken got me my strawberry strudel XD
wed- hectic! with NAFA art classes boiling up my neck and also driving lessons, i had a really long day travelling to all parts of singapore. lols! yet it is delightful since i had learnt alot more in my lessona and i get to eat beancurd jelly with ken XD
thur-MICE, annie is as funny as ever, commenting every now and then on me eating of the chocolate block, LOLS! had tuition after sch =/ well it aint that bad since i got my doughnuts. hehee.. and that made my day! Thanks my dear XD fri- had RISK. well im expecting a C fm mr bomb. well. it does not really matter since the next week we are gg to have someone else to takeover him. muahahahhas. well the team was really fun and i guess all of us had a great time tgr.. i went to the mart after that to get ingredients for baking my cupcake. and its nicee after hours of making.. lols
sat-its a special day.. =) had a simple dinner with ken at mahatten fish market. well.. what, where and when does not matters.. all that matters is WHO. every moment counts when im with u..
sun- fyp, driving, and dinner at pasta de waraku + desserts at ice monster.. XD it was great in overall.. (ps. sorry for spoiling the day with odd arrrangements.. T.T)
this is just some random posting..i was wondering, thinking deep and hard abt this person that i had known a long time ago.. at a point of time, we were pretty close.. and the person gave me an advice when i was facing some problems in life..
and the solution was something ripped off from a book. he pointed at the book and told me.. "just do this"
what that was spilling over the pages of the book is "Divorcing your friend"perhaps previously i had been having high hopes on his intellect, and yet what i gathered from that advice was that, its typical. that is simply what everyone would do.. get rid of things in your life when u don't feel too good about it.yet when we see things from a third party point of view, it would always be easy to give "surface" advice.
but often, they forgot to consider what are the consequences and implications after that so called simple move. however how many people would really understand what they are saying when they are giving our their advice freely?
this makes me wonder about life.. after experiencing pain and terror in life, what we would do is to get rid of the problem.. yet, there are so many times when we forgot to remove the pain and scars along with the problem.
so will you become a better person after removing the problem? or will you sink deeper into the trap that you had laid for yourself?
food for tots..
thankyou for rembering, it meant a world to me.. if having u is the best thing that can ever happen to me.. pls believe me when i tell u i love u.. and when i tell u how i feel.. i mean every single word. even when i dunno how to tel u wad i tink all time, dun let me have my way, ask me if u wan to know and i wil let u noe..
带我走... 因为没有你的日子是我永远也不想面对的恶梦...
Dreamt at 11:10 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Monday! surprisingly i do not have any Monday blues today. even when im suppose to feel tired after an early fyp meeting and breakfast trip.
some updates for the week before.
fri- had a nice rest at home after schh. XD
sat- went for the PSC fair, and before that i managed to meet ken for breakfast at mac before my dear go for his workXD.Ken & i in the yishun mac XD
the PSC fair was rather insightful on my future paths and the "mr scholar" actually told me some of the intesting facts working in the govt law sector.. i guess it strikes me to consider more about my future i guess..
i meet my mum after that, did up some parts of the report. =/ and i had dinner wif mum and ken at ding tai feng.. LOLS. well it could be better, since i feel that the one in bishan is nicer.. and we went to watch ICE AGE 3 after that. overall, i still prefer ice age 1 since its touching, and i do have a soft spot for touching movies.. cuz i wil end up crying. LOLS. but its really nice since its funny. i was laughing all the time in the cinemas.
sun -
went cycling wif my "family". lols. we had so much to update each other and we had a great time even when the weather is not very good.. =) and dearest merlyn, thanks for not replying's chen's sms! u evil piece of shit.thats us~ on the bus
even when i had got into a small accident with jin.. the carl's jr made it all up. LOLS. and i will never ever rent bikes from the shop again. besides being costly. its bloody risky. thanks for the faulty bikes.. i met ken and sean at nites for transformers2. XD its nice! hahas. i like the plot and the actions.. its a must watch! but this time round, there is lesser jokes and more actions.. but its still nice! XD
tata~ having you beside me is the best thing that can happen to me.. and all that i would ever need is you. like the wind.. you are always there.. and the place i would want to go most is your heart.. 说一千遍我爱你也都还不够。。
Dreamt at 10:28 AM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Updates!
Mon - schs. terrible day in sch, when we are in PR class, Claire made all of us wear mask, and it ended up making me feel giddy, and feverish plus headaches. =x gosh, how terrible! i tink its more of a harm then help.
lols, and thats me, wearing the dumb mask. (like some infected dog)
Tue - OH ZHIHONG did not want to go sch, and since we are in the "LOSER" team, (its a long story abt the loser ting, ask me if ur intersted) i ended up skiping school also.. =x and i had a long and stuffy day resting at homes. well! at least i get to rest since im not feeling too good oso. hehe!
Wed - EXCITINGNESS!
after going for a morning tuition, i went top 1 KTV wif stace, shannie and denze. XD and they are reali happening since they sing all sorts of hockien songs. but they dun sing jay chou. T.T still its very fun and i get to eat my mee siam and pohpiah fm qi ji. XD to the MAX!
stace and i, okok, i wearing a dumb mask again. lol
and then i went for my art lesson in NAFA. which is enriching through and through, besides showing us live demonstration, the lecturer also shared with us some art theories which is extremely helpful towards my understanding towards fine arts. not to mention that he is very widely read and knowledgeable, very inspiring indeed! yet, he encouraged us to take art as a form of passion instead of career. which i find it true to a certain extend..
food for tots..
and afterwhich, ken came! XD after work he came to fetch me home.. hehe. and we had a late supper of rochor bean curd and you tiao. hehees. the beancurd is still shiok to the MAX. thats so sweets! ty my dear.. to accompany me =)
thur -
Skip schools! lols. watched notting hill wif ken and we went for soeul gardens after that, hehe. to satisfy my craving.. and its vvvvv nice. so long since i last had bbq hot pots. lols. XD
me, in the kiddy ride, after the dinner. lols.
tata~ and at an after thought, i hope that dear s****** die soon.
Dreamt at 1:03 AM
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