Monday, September 28, 2009
nothing special, it just a random day spent with my loves. but when it is spent with him, everything became special.
we cooked today, and not to mentioned watched 2 movies by stephen chow. hahas. cute.
too bad that we did not take any foto for our food. the mango salad is not too bad on our first attempt, the peach jelly is good too!
afterwhich we went for dinner at the usual prata place. woots. the prata is still as shiok as ever. however i would strongly discourage anyone to try the maggie goreng. cuz it taste so damn spicy and salty. ew. babiee, bravely helped my completed my course. hahas. love u so mch babiee.
i would want to know more about him, to love him more, but there are always times when it seems to be that im a failure as a gf, that i could not even takecare of my bf properly. T.T would take time i guess. cuz i know that hes the one for me. and no matter wad happens, we are gg to hang in there, hug ech other tyt, and nevr let go. it maybe foolish or naive to say so mch now. but, theres hopes, promises, trust and most importantly, love.
Dreamt at
2:25 AM
Monday, September 7, 2009
i realized that it could be more than one month since my last post.
it could be that im lazy, im sick and tired of blogging, or even i am too busy to write anything here.
so much had happened in the last month. besides some important test such as UT3, and Olevles english, there are also many important occasions. such as bro's bdae, chen's bdae. and it seems that besides witnessing many people grow to become stronger, happier, i myself also found something very precious.
as the quote from the book " the five people you will meet in heaven" goes,
"sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. you're just passing it on to someone else."
it dawned to be that both sacrificing and gaining must be equal, otherwise, there would not be equal, least to say, no joy. yet at the same time, it could not be possible to put human emotions onto the weighing scale. hence, eventually, what we can do it just use our heart to feel. so just follow your heart, and at the same time, let your brain tell u some advice.
in the past 3 months, even when there are tears and joy, anger and tranquility.. everyday was very purposeful. even when it could be deem as too early to substantiate that it would be forever, i do trust and have the faith that with very much communication and love, would bring us to where we are suppose to be. i am glad that we are together, and still very much in love. i would want us to stay like this till the ends of time, and even when there are times are bleak, we would still have each others support.
with him, i learn to trust, to be hopeful, to love intensely, to forgive, to be bold, to have faith, to feel secure, to understand love is simply happiness and nothing else, not to mention a whole truckload of other things which mentioning here could take me days or months. there are still many days, months, and years to come, and i hope, we would continue doing simple yet meaningful things..
weei, loving you~
Dreamt at
11:42 AM
