Thursday, October 8, 2009
first day of school! well, technically, i should feel excited like how i do in the past, shopping for new clothes and stuffs before sch starts. well. now that it is just 2 days for each week, i bet no one will notice what im wearing oso.
FYP is starting slowly.. do not like it and still will not like it, esp the event part.
well, tts too bad, cuz life is shit and we have to face it!
went for lesson last night, and i began to realize more how mch i would want to study art. we cnt turn back time, and its also too late to take a art degree, so i guess this would be a sad fact in life when i can only make sure that i make the best things out of what i have. (: but its utopia, when colors blend, black and white merge to be the best color ever, it escapes reality, yet balanced itself perfectly. that is my idea of peace and happiness.
what if you lower your own defenses like you never ever did before, and all you happen to encounter at the end is simply a cold, hard wall. that is simply human. and the more this emphasize to me, there could never ever be a perfect balance in life. we are all walking on tightropes, trying survive.
Dreamt at
10:57 AM
